Nobody taught her
that she doesn't have to die with every unsteady breath,
And nobody taught
her that "fuck you" doesn't mean "I love you"
She's watching
herself go wild
She's watching
herself go without any place to come back to
Her heart beats so
deep beneath all the sheets of pain
I could give every
tear she's crying a name
Eyes swollen shut
and gut too anxious to take food,
She goes again
He cuts her up and
looks inside
But she takes it
lightly
And she speaks
quietly
Because he will
always be
Just another boy
Who takes what he
wants from her
When he got what he
wanted,
He says she's the
right person but it's the wrong time
She has all the time
in the world when it comes to him
But he has none when
it comes to her
She thought he could
save her
But he just drowned
her
In alcohol
And long apologies
after explosive arguments
And threats to break
up
Threats to beat up
Mistrust became her
gospel, fear her bible
She stopped
believing in heaven
And she stopped
believing that anything good
Could be beyond this
place
